I pulled the handle toward me and turned the key. The door opened noisily. Inside the building the wind sounded ominous and introverted, almost threatening. I turned on the light and went hurriedly to the second floor. I had trouble finding the hole in the back key and opened the door so loud and heavy. The house had a particular odor between warm and sweet smell of welcome that aroused in me a deep sense of gratitude every time he came. I carefully turning on the lights that made me feel at ease. I made myself a hot chocolate. I sat at the table by the window. I looked through the darkness trying to see the sea which extended generous to me. I slid the slider to hear the waves whispering and felt the salty air flapping in my face. It was a magical moment, a moment when it seemed that there was no one else on earth. Only the night and I, the immensity of the sea and me, the ocean air traveler, distant, navigator, mysterious ... and me. Although not give to understand. Although not acknowledging him. Had "a heavy heart." She was confused and even frightened. He had come to this house in obedience to a call incomprehensible not listen to reason, I was in a twinkling. A call could not say no, because my whole being was in some way involved in it. The call came from the depths of some unknown place and I had simply gone. I just knew I wanted to be here was here. I often sat at the window during the day and I was mesmerized watching the movement of water on the surface, the eddies between the rocks, the greens when the reef was covered by high tide. And he kept looking out to sea as if the sea had brought me here to tell me something ... The sea is an island like a huge way or as a prison. The extent to which you can get or the beginning of a journey into the do not know. When you decide to venture into this journey, you have to leave everything familiar, the mainland. Leave behind everything that gives you security in pursuit of a dream. A dream in which you believe, because you need a lot of faith to reach a new land that you do not see ... and there will be times in which both the land they knew, like that which you are going, will be so far away and you just, you'll want to not have ever undertaken such a journey. When I came here in the depths of my heart, I had taken that trip ...